Everyone said I married too fast. I thought I’d found safety, until our neighbor’s dog wouldn’t stop scratching at my husband’s locked basement door. I assumed it was nothing, but when I opened it, I discovered that my husband had been hiding a devastating secret.
I married Michael a year after we started dating.
Quick, right? That’s what everyone said. My mother actually laughed when I told her, then realized I was serious.
But here’s the thing: when you meet someone who makes you feel safe after years of not feeling that way, you don’t second-guess it.
You definitely don’t listen to your mother.He was a widower raising his eight-year-old son, Ethan, on his own. His wife had died a few years earlier after a long battle with cancer.
I knew that going in. I thought I understood what it meant.
I didn’t.
After the wedding, I moved into Michael’s house.
Our house, I kept correcting myself. Our house.He carried my boxes in two at a time, setting them down carefully.
I watched him move through the rooms with such familiarity, and tried not to feel like a guest.”Tell me where you want everything,” he said, smiling at me from the doorway. “This is your home now.”
The words warmed me more than the house itself ever did.The place was lived-in, but tidy.
There were photos of Ethan at different ages scattered on shelves, school projects, and some drawings stuck to the fridge with alphabet magnets.
Everything had its place.